2 U, From Tu

Chances

So I can go to some destinations this summer.

1. Alaska

2. Canada & New York

3. Germany & Barcelona

The third is for sure, but hmmm so much planning plus this road trip too in June. 

I want to meet one of my soul-mates this summer, let’s see where this takes me. It almost happened last summer, but I got scared.

Tonight

will be an all-nighter, I can’t sleep. Too many thoughts racing through my head. I don’t think this is unusual but I listen to 2-4 hours of music everyday, sometime more (weekends). Most people are like that? I still need to add all music from the music folder to my iTunes, I want to see how many songs I have in total. Right now, since I got a new laptop I transfer 7,848 songs to my iTunes so far. Also, I organize all my music, all have album artwork, correct info on the songs, & convert all to 320 kbps, yup. Oh, I get all my followers from posting songs on here, thank you, too bad it’s limited to one song per day. Also, I’m going to 2 exciting places this summer. Cheers. 

The Walking Dead

Okay, I am beyond too excited for season 3. omg. I can’t even. So the finale was amazing, I hope they continue this pace throughout season 3.

1. Too bad for Jimmy and Patricia, I liked them.

2. Carl needs more zombie kills next season.

3. How badass is Andrea, she’s my favorite character.

4. Rick and Lori are getting annoying. 

5. Who is the hooded person (and chained zombie?) although you would know who play her if you watch the Talking Dead.

6. The Prison. wow what’s going to happen. and it being kinda close to the Farm.

7. Hopefully this fall I will have someone to watch it with.

I should try to make more friends. I’m too shy though.  I hate it so much.

Just

remembered one time I called the librarian Fidel Castro by accident in a conversation. Her last name was Castro. Similar scenarios happened before, I should slow down when I talk and think Sigh.

20

Today I’m 20. I feel like someone who still has not accomplish as much as I want to. I feel like I should be somewhere I want to be. I feel humble to be living to be 20. To the future of me and everything I want to be, to my hopes and dreams and to dreamers and nonbelievers; I hope to prove them wrong. I hope I continue to live to have someone to love and share the best times with them. I feel happy to be here. I’m honor to be be living and seeing inspirations around me. Being 20, I hope this year will bring me better changes. I love you 20. Let our time together be the best one yet.

I need

to be in Germany for Oktoberfest. I’m sad I missed it. Hoped my cousins had fun.

My Friends

I miss them very much and I’m afraid the longer I don’t see them, I will forget what their voice sounds like.

Christmas & Childhood

It’s that time of year again. Back to school and into the holiday seasons. Around this time last year and like every year, I started listening to Christmas albums. My favorite right now that I am listening to, is Michael Bublé’s “I’ll Be Home For Christmas” from his Let it Snow (EP). Last year, it was Katharine McPhee’s album, Christmas Is the Time to Say I Love You. I’m excited for Michael Bublé upcoming LP Christmas album, if someone buy me this, I will adore you. 

I love Christmas, everyone seem to me, happier. I like giving gifts and shopping to buy something that means something special to people. I like the thoughtfulness going into giving. Yes, the industry commercialized the holidays, but that’s what I love about it. Growing up I don’t have these traditions so just having to celebrate it, is joy to me. Only a few year ago that I had a Christmas tree in my house, 3 total so far. I took upon myself to convince my mom to get one. Put all the decoration myself. I try to copy what I see on TV as a kid. Christmas pajamas and all. Even though I’m doing it myself I still feel happy. Watching Christmas’s specials are my favorite. ABC Family has the 25 days till Christmas, I like watching that.

Fall is my favorite season. leading into winter. Something about it brings me nostalgia, it’s the warm feeling inside and remembering something you saw as a kid. Halloween and Thanksgiving, I love too. I remembered those projects I did in school, like drawing a turkey from your hands. In Halloween trick-or-treating was so fun! I miss that, I was scared by the haunted houses but I love it so much. At the end of the night we would trade candies and watch a scary movie. Then one year, I recalled some kid died from candy poison and less people started trick-or-treating. Then the kids around my neighborhood started to grow up, I lived in a townhouse so all the neighborhood kids would play together. There were playgrounds, bike’s paths and everything. I think it pretty much ended when 8th grade was over. Then, everyone went to different high schools. My family and I moved to a house. I think the best part of my childhood was those days living in the townhouse, there are many more stories. Lived there for more than half my life. 

Now until then, only 116 days till Christmas. So please have some snows, and mistletoe, and presents by the tree.

X Factor (Audition #2)

     On another note, tonight episode of X Factor was great, Kelly Rowland looks hot. She’s really funny too. No one really blew me away yet, there were a few good singer but no one I really like yet. I doubt a group will win this year, I hope one does but groups are tough to get the public to vote for. Last year One Direction came close though. I can’t wait for X Factor to come to US this fall, I can watch both show at the same time now. I’m still bum Cheryl Cole got kicked out, lets hope Paula and Nicole and bring the drama.

X Factor

I don’t get it, why do I cry on pretty much every episode. I need to get this under control.